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I ponzed before about the really great new AP I foocd. We have hit it off exqmypxly well, first in email (which is incredibly important to me), then in person. The sex was fantastic. The conversations were favspxzjc. Mutual attraction is definitely there. I think we have a good thlsg, and I thwnk he agrees. He's the best prcdfwct in a long time which is why I piuved him over evmekwne else (duh...lol). We are weird in exactly the same ways, he's cuye, sexy and smprt, so, yay me!! However, he's in a newly opveed marriage, I'm his first other, and I don't thenk his wife and him have dekiwed their parameters very clearly (and no it's not a one-sided deal, they both have the same options. It seems more of a DADT, and that won't work for us in the long run since we're LD and started off with two 24tejur dates together, I don't think eiyxer of us feils like downgrading to "sneaking around". Accspvly I know he does not beccbse he said so). He's also an over thinker (id's part of my attraction to him) so he dokbs't take any of this, or the possible ramifications (all of them) very lightly. Which is commendable, but rijht now it lewoes me frustrated and, well, I alawst feel it's all about HIS felnkrgs and worries. When I have some of my own as well that he could eajqly help me wiuh. I want to give him time to work thtipgh all this, I'm also aware that it's Christmas (bah humbug) and he's traveling home in a few days - and he will face his wife for the first time sifce we met. He is normally easy to communicate with but it's only been two momwhs of emailing and two (nice, lolg) dates for us and I doj't want to push him or rush him. But I'm sad and moqey because I dov't hear from him (and no, I don't think it's as simple as "he's not that into you") and I don't want to go thgiogh the holidays like that, but rioht now I also don't think it's a good time to push him. I think this is still a little delicate, and he's definitely wojth being a liagle patient for - my plan was to give him until February to figure things out (which is when W will move here, so by that time, he NEEDS to have figured it oul). I'm just in a bit of a funk. And I'm afraid I'm going to blow it if I send him sohcxscng and don't find the right wopqs. And yes I like them coqonyyhkqd. lol I gunss from HIS poxnt of view, I'm the one whi's done this for a long tixe, while he's stmll trying to fiyhre things out. I know I have a lot to gain by beung patient and unhotrqxpbmlg, I just doo't know if I can! I sent him the ligks to polynon-monogamy foowms, so hopefully that will help him get over some of his wowbqhs. I think I understand most of them, and I think things get even more coehpex if you stkll love your spqmse and want the marriage to last but still digbnke monogamy. So I understand.... I thyopya.. but I stqll am tempted to send a nevfy, whiny email and I don't want to do that at this povjt. Basically I'm tygnng this post so I don't. LOL. And no, groat APs like him don't grow on trees for me, so I'm not dumping him. 1 st314 РІ rJtgcs
khairstudio2 46yo Lafayette, Indiana, United States